I Am Water

I have always been drawn to water.  A beach, a stream, a lake, a pond, a waterfall.  It did not dawn on me until I was older that every time I was near water, I was calm.  I felt peaceful. 

There is something sensual about rain.  It has a meditative effect on me.  I have had some of the best sex when it has been raining.  The warmth of skin to skin, of the covers, the hypnotic sound of the rain takes me to the point where I am totally relaxed.  It is as if my body is so relaxed that I could have dozed off instead of having slow rhythmic sex.  No rushing.  Just slow kissing, tasting, touching, exploring.  Bringing both of us to the point of orgasm.   I have never had such heightened sex.  Not wanting to get out of bed afterward,  we spent the afternoon making love into the evening. 

I have found that my sign, cancer, is a water sign.  I would love to walk on the beach to find sea glass.  When I take a bath in my jetted tub, it is just as relaxing.  Sometimes in the shower, I let the water run down over me longer than I should.  Again, it is for the relaxation and the sensuality of it.  

I honestly believe that how I feel after sleeping with the rain falling is the best sleep I have had.  It has been so long since I have slept next to another body.  I know my body craves the touch of you.  Not always sexually, just feeling your warm body next to mine as we sleep.   And if sex is as good as in my dream, wow, just wow.